if i do turn around.

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I now hereby declare Jackie Chong as my "fighting" buddy. ;D

She gave me a full body workout. Woo Hoooo !!

Not to mention some muscle cramps, awkward-ness, embarassment and messy hair too. x]

I still le her though, she le me too. :D
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My internet's VERY gay.

Had mood swings todayy, and I still don't know why.

My hair's being a bitch lately too. D:

Seriously, someone just shoot me now.

boy i wanna know.

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1. This week - Library Week. Jobs : Games with Rebecca.
2. Today - Monday. Pain : Muscle cramps.
3. Tomorrow - Tuesday. Most probably hand in Science File. All chapter 4 & 5.
4. Day after tomorrow - Wednesday. Whole day photoshoot with Hui Li.
5. Day after tomorrow - Wednesday. Choir, Kas B'day, Piano.
6. 2 days after tomorrow - Thursday. Stayback, duty and games.

Add : Oral presentation, literature presentation, BM oral test.






Can die right now. Shoot me.






Gotta crack my heads for Science File. Shooooooooooooooooooooooott.

That's for today, byee. (:

i just don't get it.

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My weekends, my life. It's none of you business to bother me.

I don't even get it when you said : Radiation can kill you if you face laptop day and night bla bla bla.

Ehh please la, did I face my laptop day and night, 24/7? Hell no.

I on it just to listen to songs while I'm doing something else.

No proof then don't simply judge or scold me la. School is enough tiring, homeworks are killing my free time, got projects lagi.

You don't even seem to care about me. All you ask me to do is, study study study.

I'm not a nerd ok? If you know me, I hate nerds and kiasu's.

You control my weekdays when I'm all stressed up, and now when I'm happily enjoying my weekends, you also wanna control?

Man, get a life. Stop disturbing mine. For goodness sake I'm turning 14 soon !

Plus, theres no entertainment at home besides laptop, piano and tv. You don't even blardy let me out.

You uses excuse like : I'm tired, headache, please respect me, don't disturb me, why last minute ...

If locking me in the house is what you want. Fine, be that way.

But you still don't let me live in peace. You stop me from my laptop and tv. What am I suppose to do? Study like Einstein?

Seriously, I don't get it.

I wanted to re-learn violin, you said you got no time to send me. I wanted to go out with my friends, you either said I don't go out with my famlies much, or you got a headache.

But when your other daughters wanna go out or sleep overnight whatsoever, you allow. YOU FREAKING ALLOW.

There isn't a time, that you willingly wanting to bring me out, willingly letting me enjoy my only freetime in a week.

It's all being forced by me, you always show me your face when I enjoy my time but you want me to study.

You said you weren't satisfied with my results. Helloooo, position 7 in 2B. 2B is like the second class is a smart ass school.

What more do you want from me? Snatch the position 1 in whole form from Jansen?

I've been satisfied with my results all the while. Since standard 1, UPSR till now.

Couldn't you just accept the fact I'm not as smart as the other cousins?

I know la he got scholarships in London or Germany or any other places, piano high level somemore wad.

Too bad, your daughter's not as smart as him. Get the hint.

No free time, no entertainment, lots of scoldings, lots of complainings yet you don't even stand by my side.

How nice of you, thinking that I'm so independent to handle all these stuff, that came from YOU.

You don't even sacrifice your time or anything for me, why should I listen to you?

When I'm practicing the piano while you guys watching TV, I tolerate by lowering the piano volume. VERY LOW.

Guess what you and grandma did? YOU GUYS MAX THE TV VOLUME.

Of course I tak shiok and go away la, can show me the face somemore.

How I wish to scream in a hill so high, and everyone would just think that the aliens are coming.

Pfft, from your MAD daughter.
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And now, my sister starts playing her songs in the desktop, I got mad, i max my song's volume.

Still, she won't listen. Ah, no one listens to me these days either, why should I bother.

It's my routine of life. Making people satisfied with me as my life goes miserable.

Too pissed to think of anything right now, I need ice, ICE.

swirly twirls.

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JohYee, E Syn and Vanessa can go real high,

when they screamed.

It freaks me out.

jakun turned older.

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Happy 14th Birthday, Vanessa Lee. :D

Hope you enjoy the day and gifts, and just ignore those scoldings.

We lovey you as much as you lovey us. :D

Jakun JohYee can't stay back, girl, you missed out the adventure. :D

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Ehh guys, surprisingly I did my homeworks. :D

Awesome right?

I need to get some sleep after a tiring day and piano class.


Nights peeps. (:

ay okay, not.

I'm fragile.




So please, please do handle me with care.